HELLO KOREA!!
Back from Guam. Well we've been back for a while, but didn't really feel like updating. Anyway, this is going to be a very short update with no pictures. I didn't get to take a lot of pictures in Guam since I didn't really carry around my phone here and there. Did a little shopping and got my family each something. My sister got the most stuff.
We're on Thanksgiving break at the moment, and I'm actually enjoying it. I don't really like vacations/breaks since it gets boring after a while. I know you all probably want to shoot me right now huh?!  I'm planning on actually getting something DONE during this Thanksgiving break. Do other homework, study for exams, and what not.
All the teachers left to Thailand either on Friday or today, and I think there are two other teachers that leave tomorrow. I wish I was in Thailand too!!
Home isn't the same. The lifestyle of our family changed dramatically. I have never cleaned so much in a single day. My dad is making me and my sister divide the house and clean it without leaving a mark. It's really hard. He inspects us each day, and if something's wrong we need to clean it immediately. Sucks, but it's to "help my mom" after a long day of work.
Basketball practice is harder and harder each day! I think this year everything's been harder with sports and academics. Trying to keep my grades up is the hardest. I really don't want to take my geometry exam, i have a 99% semester average, and i need a 100 to be exempted! AAAAAAH! Hope we have a lot of extra credit. Spanish project is coming up, and Im pretty sure I got atleast 2 wrong on the test. The test before I got a B ruining my 100% average to be exempted. EEEEEEK. Study, study, study!!
I CANT FALL ASLEEP.
Anyone struggle with not falling asleep easily?! I think it's the music that keeps me up all night. I never sleep without my music playing all night. As soon as I wake up my music must be playing. Maybe it's because I get distracted listening to music, thinking about other stuff. I think i should try taking off my earphones tonite and see how that works.
Me&Jason before he left. I miss him! He used to make all of us laugh so much, but then again someone you can seriously talk to. I miss you Jason! Come visit okay?! <3
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likes ¿ìµ¿
likes soccer and basketball, but can't choose which one's better
gets injured often
likes to be the center of attention
very secretive
has a plan/goal
likes to play games
knows what to say, but then says stuff that breaks your heart
cute and creative
protective
cares
very athletic
not afraid to hurt someone's feelings
sometimes avoids the situation
but sincere.
...there's so much more about you. Too bad I can't find them out anymore.
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There's so much to do, but not enough time. Too bad already 1/6 of my life passed away.
*claraaaa
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<3edit.
I am an extremely big dreamer. I daydream all the time about various stuff all the time. I picture how I wish my life is or will be. Most of the time I'm imagining myself being very successful living with my whole family for the rest of my life. My life doesn't need a man in it. I'm perfectly content with dying alone, not being married, or having a male supporter in the house. The last time I was day dreaming I had literally thousands of shoes in my closet. You have no clue how many pairs of shoes I had. It was all sorted in color and brand order. It looked so great. I didn't realize how much of a day dreamer I was until just today. I was dreaming with all my shoes, living with my whole family, going to a successful job as a person of authority, and a beautiful little girl that I adopted. This is EXACTLY how I wish my life to be. I doubt i can have all of them, but I intend to live with my parents and sister, have a great job, and adopt a little beautiful girl. I really hope this is how it will turn out.
HERE'S A SHORT BIOGRAPHY ON CLARA MOON, I HAD TO DO ONE FOR GCII CLASS SO I'LL WRITE ONE HERE TOO.
I was born on May 3rd, 1991 in Los Angeles, California. I was born into the greatest family anyone could ever have as the first born child. I lived in California around 12 years and that's where i call home. I plan to live in California for the rest of my life after college. wherever that may be.
The longest sport i've ever engaged to would be golf. I started golf around the 1st grade since my dad really wanted me to golf with him. At first golf was fun and I liked the fact that i shared something in common with my dad. In the 6th grade I realized I don't like golf anymore so I told my dad I would like to quit. He was upset at first, but then accepted the fact that I don't like golfing anymore. Other sports I play consist of crosscountry, basketball, and soccer. Other sports I do are minor, and I never really got to train/practice in them so I won't mention them. Anyhow, my favorite sport for now is crosscountry. At the moment I don't enjoy/like crosscountry as much as I used to, but until another sport over rules crosscountry, it's my favorite sport. Basketball is getting better and better each day, but I don't know the game well enough.
The type of music I listen to bring such a negative influence on me, and I love my music for that matter. You won't ever see me without my music unless it's inappropriate. My mp3 consist of R&B, rock/punk, and just anything random. As soon as I feel sad I run to my mp3 and immediately start turning on any song, since all of them bring the same effects to me. I don't normally listen to music loudly unless im focusing really hard or if I'm just simply sad. I often get scolded for not being able to hear my parents at times when im listening to music, or if I have my mp3 everywhere such as the dinner table. My parents don't mind me listening to my music while im studying/doing homework because they know without my music I would fall asleep while doing my work. A lot of people often get distracted by their music while doing homework or such things, but for me it's the opposite. I force myself to block out the noise and concentrate even harder on my work. I think it's safe to say that parents who think music distracts studying resulting in low grades aren't always true, since I bring pretty satisfying grades home. I love my music, and I'd probably turn insane if I didnt have it.
I love watching TV. The TV is always on in my house. Accompanying my music while im studying/doing homework is my TV. Anything loud while im doing my work is welcomed. I can't stand being in quiet places. You can assume that I cannot live in the country with no cars or people's conversations going around in the streets. I don't enjoy watching drama's and such because if you watch it once, you need to watch the next and so on. My favorite shows however are Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill, Life as We Know it, Will & Grace, and anything that reflects on average teenage life.
I like to window shop, although I prefer buying stuff. Who doesn't love shopping? As much as I love to buy stuff for myself, I love to buy stuff for my family and friends. A bad day turns better with shopping. The feeling of material posession feels so good. You might say "it doesn't last forever", but as long as I live it still exists and I like it! Don't mistake me as a material girl since i dont posess as much material.
There cannot be enough color in everything I posess. I love color from black to neon green. I favored the color pink a lot, but now I don't really have a favorite color. The color's I use for pens in school, doodling, or the paper I use to print all depends on my mood. I prefer bright colors such as yellow, orange, green, or pink. Those are my favorite, but I'm a sucker for anything neon-ish.
That's me and my ordinary life. I love my life. I have a lot of times where I feel like ending everything, but I rarely have those moments. I'm so excited about life and I want to go on to see what's there for me. The world has so much to offer although some may be perverted and some may be educational. I'm willing to be part of this "play" that we're part of, and making the best out of it.
For those who read all of this really loves me!! =) I admire you if you cared enough to read this about me. <3
*claraaaa
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CLARA¢¾ ...& i dedicated my whole life to you. ´ÔÀÇ ¸»:
I KNEW YOU WERE A GUY
CLARA¢¾ ...& i dedicated my whole life to you. ´ÔÀÇ ¸»:
i mean BISEXED
CLARA¢¾ ...& i dedicated my whole life to you. ´ÔÀÇ ¸»:
is that a word?
christina. if this is how it's got to be, it will never be easy ´ÔÀÇ ¸»:
you mean a shemale?!
CLARA¢¾ ...& i dedicated my whole life to you. ´ÔÀÇ ¸»:
shemale sounds so ordinary and unsurprsing. but BISEXED is so original. =) lets stick with BISEXED
christina. if this is how it's got to be, it will never be easy ´ÔÀÇ ¸»:
SHUT UP
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in the car going to incheon
my rainbow blanket!!
pepero. no not the normal one. ALMOND PEPERO.
my chocopie that took a field trip to the microwave!!
the various junk food i ate for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
MY CHRISTINA UNNIE!! she's so cool. argh!! I LOVE YOU UNNIE.
*claraaaa
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